I take on my pain & others. When I get into an emotional slump, it happens. I feel like a scapegoat of sorts. Taking in all others negativity so the can be perfect & free, while I suffer alone. I feel pain is my purpose on Earth.
I saved this little affection note on this board, because this is how I feel about Chris Evans. I fin him to be living art, I could listen to and watch, and admire him for forever, and never get bored.