[SET OF GIFS] Dean's expression changes so abruptly the second John comes to the door. His expression is soft and gentle speaking with Mary, and the second he sees John, his chin goes up and he is standing tall like a soldier. I hate what John has done to him. 5x13 The Song Remains the Same
Supernatural 30 day challenge Day 23: Favorite Winchester (other than Sam or Dean): Mary. She was really quite kick ass. I wonder what it would have been like for the boys if she had been the one to raise them as hunters. I know she never wanted it, but I bet her education would have been very different than John's. It would have been a balance that he could never muster.
Can you even imagine how painful that would be, seeing a baby you don't even know you're having yet, all grown up without you, and part of you is proud because look what a handsome young man he is, but he breaks your heart because you never wanted this for your children. And you have to wonder, where were you? What changed in you to make your son this way? But you never imagined that it was the very loss of you, because how could you?