See, this is why I COULDNT be your "friend" again when you asked...I worked hard to get rid of those feelings, to grow stronger & to find out who I am...& I knew that if I have in, all if those feelings would come rushing back & it wouldn't have been good...NOTHING good would have come out of it...at least not for me...& as much as I cared about you, I never cared about me in the process & that's what I'm doing now. Doing what's best for me.
It happens so often that I can look at you & the rest of the world fades away! I forget all of the stress that whirls around us & it just gets quiet & I can almost hear my heart beating for you as everything stops! It's like the calmness before a storm. I look at you & truly get lost in your beauty & for that moment, YOU are all mine! You belong to me & no one else exists! I love being near you..I Love YOU & want U in my arms!!