"don't touch me." "eli-" addy didn't touch him, as he'd asked, but advanced toward him. he lowered his voice. "he's still jon, even without his memories." "no! don't you understand? he thought i wanted him to be this way- how he was before we met. it's my fault. i didn't tell him i still loved him. it's my fault." eli's face was wet with tears, and addy's heart broke.