Don't ruin other people's happiness just because you can't find your own. If you can't find happiness don't be the reason someone else loses theirs be the one who encourages them and then you will find you happiness in the end.
"I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had. And no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. -The Notebook"