This roller coaster ride just won't end. (But when it does, I hope we are left with a smile.) I was reading another woman's blog of her journey in trying to conceive. She said, "Life as an IVF patient means that you pretty much live in a state of constant suspense." She couldn't be more right. Our egg retrieval on Monday resulted in 9 eggs of 12 follicles. On Tuesday we got the first call from the embryologist regarding the fertilization results. Of the nine eggs, only seven were mature…