We are all sleeping like a child, unaware and irresponsible. You are true seeker when you are aware and contributing your your energies of Laxmi, Saraswati and Kali through your awareness, when your inner is awake. So wake up!!! Your to your inner calling.
Your happiness is not something which is inside you and pops up when you do any act or your wish is fulfilled. You are embodiment of happiness. Your happiness is not about your reaction. For happiness you do not depend on any outer sources. That real You!!!
Time may heal you, you may forget your suffering with time. But it will pop up freshly when you see that person or equivalent event happening in life. But when you heal yourself with unconditional love it has unconditional forgiveness. Love will cure you and en case of event you will not resist or react but simply act, Love acts as compassion.... Love haeals.
Idea of one life is your conditioning and this conditioning has given you stress. You have always been there and this body are your clothes which you have been changing when they are worn out. You are eternal.