i know that you're no good for me but it's worse without you, even when i try not to want you i end up needing you, you're my favorite joy yet my endless pain. i tried to hate you but the only thing i hated is how much i loved you
It really hurts to think that it could be as simple as that. That you can give so much and be so trusting and adaptable and get nothing in return, just a 'thanks but no thanks'. But you can't have an open wound forever.
I think it all started when I stopped liking him. I still loved him, but, I didn't like him anymore. U knew my mind was preparing my heart for that moment - the one I would say 'I'm done' and really meant it.