Do you really think that at this point I understand His plan? Or that I volunteered? Or that I understand Why He chose the most anxious, mere mortal, faulted in many ways person for His plan? Believe me, i don't. But i trust Him. And i try to follow wherever He leads. I know nothing. Except that. That He has a plan. That it is His Plan. And that Jesus is the only trustworthy and praiseworthy Leader! He is the King! Who set a so hard to follow example for every one of us.