I Dont Know why it hurts so much. Maybe I was falling for him. I shouldn't have. I feel like I got hit with a bullet. My heart is heavy and everything hurts. I hate it all and a part of me knew this was going to happen, to ever believe someone would actually care for me. A mistake. I should know better. I should get used to being alone.
Honestly, there's a part of me that's always going to have feelings for you. And yes, I might move on, and try my best to be happy. But if I'm ever asked who I love, your name will always be the first one in my mind.
The bathroom ugh..I can't believe u didn't tell me u were competing when I talked to u. This kills me. To see u love someone else, be the way u are with him and have to swallow my pride was the most humbling experience. I just never thought you wouldn't choose us...good luck today. I am really proud of you
When your mind can't stop running circles about someone. | "I have completely fallen for you. Everything you do, everything you say, everything you are. You're my first thought in the morning, you're my last thought before I fall asleep, and you're almost every thought in between."