I am weak, this is true but my Savior is the the One True King, The Lion of The Tribe of Judah! And when I pray, I pray in His Authority to which all has been handed according to the will of the Father. I cannot imagine Power greater than that.
Somehow i guess I thought if I loved you enough and if I was good enough and if I was good enough to you that you would love me back and I could finally get what I want at least once but I couldn't even do that and after all my efforts you still don't wan
I miss being so close with you. Usually I never feel this way about past friends but I truly regret the way we have drifted apart and I feel so stupid and so mad at myself for being so stubborn and letting it happen
I'm trying to understand this new dynamic between us. It's not as simple as, "You either want me or you don't. I hate that. Keeping you in my life might kill me. But letting you go will. Dang this is my life with one special person.
Just remember that the people you call your "friends" are the people you hated and talked shit on a few months back. Just know that you lost true friends who had your back and gained friends who talk shit on you when you're not there.