In my marriage, I was too afraid to speak up. In my relationship with my LT boyfriend, I felt freer to speak up and worked so hard to be heard, but the more I shared my feelings, the more it stayed the same. Nothing would ever change. For a day, it always seemed like it would but then he'd go back to ignoring me (but not other women) but telling me he loved me when I asked for the same consideration. I found if they can't address the smallest of matters,they won't address the big ones. Leave.
A lot of people tell me that I really need to get over those who have hurt me because it happened years ago but when you make yourself vulnerable to a person and give your trust to them 100% forgiving them isnt easy once they break it. For the best 7 years I have made friends just to see them turn on me and make my life miserable. This is happened every year. For seven years. So Im sorry if I am pretty fucked up because of that. So Im sorry if Im not really to forgive that they did it me whether