All things you lacked in the end.. you just lost respect for me when life got better for you.. you made me feel I was only worthy of your love when you had nothing, because as soon as the tables turned in your favour, you turned it off in mine. You were cruel..
Wouldn't people wonder what you were smiling about... If you stopped reacting negatively and started believing things will get better and rise above their petty taunts? They would get nastier at first, in an attempt to get you to react. But eventually they would leave you alone. You have the power to be that strong, anything is possible with Jesus!
Dean was an atheist... Sam is religious and the only reason Dean believes now is cause he freaking met God. Dean didn't believe because he believes "that if there is no one then fine bad things happen to good people. But if there is a God, then he's got a lot to answer for."
“Not all toxic people are cruel and uncaring. Some of them love us dearly. Many of them have good intentions. Most are toxic to our being simply because their needs and way of existing in the world force us to compromise ourselves and our happiness. They aren't inherently bad people, but they aren't the right people for us.