It's hard to look at relapse in any kind of positive light, but a positive is that it brings us to our knees and makes us rely completely on it. Look at it as a wakeup call that you are not in control.
Another Reason Narcissists Are So Hard to Live With Add perfectionism to the list of problems of narcissists in relationships Published on July 2014 by Susan Krauss Whitbourne, Ph. in Fulfillment at Any Age
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