Sometimes...no. All the time, I wonder if there was I chance I could've seen you in person. If I'd known about SHINee sooner, if I'd gone to a concert, or a fanmeet, could I have been that one cheer, that one hug, that one source of love that held you over long enough for help to get to you. I know that won't help me heal, but maybe I can be that for someone else. But I'll never run out of love for you, Jonghyun. Never.