You made me feel just like the rest of them did. Completely worthless and undeserving. I truly thought you were different and would never hurt me like that! I guess that I thought wrong. It's not the only time I've thought wrong. Oh well.
I crave you in the most innocent form. I crave you to say good night and give you forehead kisses and say that I adore you when you feel at your worst. I crave you in ways where I just want to be next to you and nothing more or less
You will always be worth each tear I shed for you, and the process to get where we need to be to be healthy together and not toxic. I was heading down a bad path and I am so happy this happened! So thank you.
Somehow i guess I thought if I loved you enough and if I was good enough and if I was good enough to you that you would love me back and I could finally get what I want at least once but I couldn't even do that and after all my efforts you still don't wan
Isn't that what i did...he kept begging me to go away from his life..to stop ruining his like i did mine...to not show him how much it hurts me or how much i love him..i myself distroyed the last thread of communication..i proved how much i love him..i Still do..too much..but once..just once i wished to god he had done the same.. no blame games.but my god knows..i had wished so bad...