I decided that it was time to give my an update considering I have a beard now. I'm quite pleased with the results. Considering some articles I saw today regarding and the potential for life I figured this would be a very fitting image.
You didnt love her. You just didnt want o be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was just food for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didnt love her. Because you dont destroy people you love.