You'll never change your life until you change something you do daily. The secret of your success is found in your daily routine. Maybe adding a daily habit of more love with your child might make a positive change for both of you.
This especially applies for me. because i do NOT normally tell people my problems I have to trust you a lot. & I don't trust people very easily so if I tell you my problems. You are EXTREMELY important to me!
I couldn't help myself but to kiss him and for the first time in my life a first kiss felt good and felt right. It just validated my feelings about the very first time I saw him, "he's the one I want to keep forever.
I think the point is that you are content in every aspect of life. Change isn't necessarily a bad or good thing, sometimes it happens and sometimes its needed. Regardless, be thankful for where you are at.
We must let go of the life we've planned, to have the life that is waiting for us. -Joseph Campbell ( this is soooo me! Must remember that God has my life mapped out better for me than I can imagine ---trust and faith, humility)