You have to take the good with the bad, smile when you are sad, love what you’re got and remember what you had. Always forgive but not forget, learn from your mistake but never regret, people change, things go wrong, just remember life goes on.
"I miss him so much it hurts. There's an ache in my chest like nothing I've ever felt before, and it just keeps ripping open further apart as the days go by; I feel myself being sucked into this gapping hole, consumed by it. I'm scared that eventually there's not going to be anything left- that I'll lose myself in it."