Struggling with this! So afraid of what is to come, wanna be excited about the pregnancy but am so afraid that I will miscarry or even worse another situation like Lydia. Dear lord please don't let me loose this one my heart can't take it!
If someone seems to not care about hurting your feelings - you can decide to forgive them. Move on because any grudges you carry will hurt you more than them. Use that energy to plan and prepare for the life you want to live and dream of. Remember this...you will want forgiveness too one day. Don't let the little things hold you down or make you always upset.