Oh my god, now that I've seen this I'm not sure that I can ever pronounce it correctly again!
Boom this had been one of my greatest challenges I've asked God to help me with. Constantly defending my sins means nothing bc God already knows the truth and so do I! You just have to let you guard down at some point and seek forgiveness. Then you will stop trying to defend what God has already delivered you from!
I feel like my math teacher would laugh at this. He has equations framed on his walls at his house.