"Certainly never at their doorstep when you come to town!" REALLY. You warned me with a RESTRAING ORDER NEVER TO COME TO YOUR DOORSTEP EVER AGAIN....So do the kids have their own doorstep???? Cause you just stated that we never come to their doorstep when we come to town. Hmmmmm. Uhh crickets are sing again.
I need to watch out for this more. I have no common sense in regard to my actions sometimes & this could hurt you even when I am trying to help you. I wonder many times if I am just a pain causing you more trouble. I don't want you to have more suffering.
Anger destroys peace of mind, and relationships and causes wounds which may never heal....it is sure poison for the body and soul and for people around us who we love...anger must be controlled immediately by deep breathing and clenching the tongue tight.
None of this sense of lack is really ME: the unworthiness, inability, craving, wanting, & needing. This is all the work of ego which defines itself from the external. At my core, I am not a reflection of anything external. My abundance is ALWAYS within.