I found my soulmate after a long arduous search. I wasn't my best. On my knees again, drunk from cup after cup of humility- I was everything the love doctors don't recommend. Along came this savior, this gentle soul who prayed with me. I felt grateful my self loathing retreated. I believe in this affair. It is a love that is whole and stable. "I am glad we finally met" I sheepishly confessed. My betrothed laughed and whispered, "We've known each other forever my love, look close, I am you."