I would like to get some space between the last mistake so it can really be a part mistake. Dwelling on things has been my thing for most of my life. It's stupid. I am sorry for what I've done and I don't want to again...but Dwelling on the past or sinking myself into it DOES NOT show Anyone "how sorry" I am. It just keeps me coated in it, and like attracts like and I just attract more of that bad feeling and negativity. I'm sorry but I'm not finished! Past is past!