Youll appreciate everything I did, sadly itll be too late, because then I'll lose the fight to the darkness and when I'm gone I'll finally have had enough of loving so hard yet it was wasted leaving me too sad and youll win bc I'll be gone, just like you always wanted.
Like wading in and ocean of memories. Each wave that crashes over me brings a different emotion. A smile delights my heart when I think of you and then I am awash in sadness that you are gone. Drowning in my tears. Waiting for the tide to sweep me away.