I cried so much. I hated Kira but loved Light and who he had been. Worst of all was Light in his last moments seeing himself as he was and could have been, an innocent student peacefully walking down the street reading. He lost it all. And I'm sure in those last moments he felt regret. That's when I burst into tears. And as he died L was watching as if to say sadly, "You lost, Kira." L was always there. Things could've been so different if he'd been Light and not Kira.