People hated me for even making the Clubbed baby seal. However what they don't understand is when I 1st started making dolls I had to teach myself. It started as a hobby a stress reducer. I originally was giving it a tong and it looked bad. So I was ripping out the stitching and it looked like a bloody mess. I felt right and I went with it. Sometimes hobbies can express how one feels. I was not trying to say club animals A holes.