Don't blame anything on your past. You are your own person. Only you can repair your past. Forgive yourself and forgive others. Don't lol towards people to get validation or self worth. It must come from within.
==="Til next time--I Promise"=== "Uh!" I jerked awake from the nightmare-My fist hitting something hard- "Urgh!" -Mondieu, I HIT SOMEONE, sitting up and freezing when i noticed who..."Well your Broken ribs didn't bloody mess with your punch"
It was only then that she realized Lexi's hands were still covered in blood. His blood. "He's gone," Lexi said flatly. She sounded like her spirit had left her body, leaving behind only an empty shell. "I got him back and now he's gone." ~Ash Brownd
He didn't believe me when I told him I'd fallen over. Of course he didn't. But I'd never tell him that she pushed me and kicked me. He'd go mental. But I'm sure it won't be long until he finds out anyways.
She came back from the mission mostly fine. Her team members ran up to her with concern. They saw the claw marks on her collar bone, when she saw their gaze she pulled up her shirt covering them and walked away with a dead look in her eyes.