I am so bad at letting go, but I guess i am a pro at letting it hurt. With you, I've been letting it hurt for a long time. I love you and I want to be with you, but I can't and you dont match my effort, but I can't muster the strength to let go
Lord Jesus, heal me. Heal in me whatever you see needs healing. Heal me of whatever might separate me from You. Heal my memory, heal my heart, heal my emotions, heal my spirit, heal my soul. Lay Your hands gently upon me and Heal me through Your love for me. Amen.