God is there for you. Sometimes you think he's not, but you have to know he is. Things change and there are times where you don't want that to happen but have faith and trust that God will help you out.
"When I was young, I used to admire intelligent people; as I grow older, I admire kind people." I could not possibly tell you how much I love and agree with this. To have both qualities in one person is such a gift as well.
Learning to Ignore things is one of the great paths to inner peace. It's also one of the most fascinating path to evil. Just ignore your conscience, just ignore that voice that tells you that what you are doing is wrong.