Oh baby, what I wouldn't give for you to be able to actually feel all the things I feel for you that I can't put into words. Words aren't deep enough to express these feelings. I would love for you to see yourself the way I see you, Jeremy. You are so incredible to me. I admire everything about you. I love you baby.
Not even replacing you. I hope he replaces me with someone who makes him happy. But to know I'm losing him and there's nothing I can do about it was truly the most abhorrent realization it's ever been my displeasure to know.
You've been holding my hand with what I hope is the intent of never letting go. I've been holding your hand with the hope that you'll never loosen your grip and let me slip away. I've been spending my days with you, trying to make them last long enough in the hopes that you'll stay when the end of our time gets closer. H
"What if today was the day that you chose to stop blaming yourself for choices you have made, choices that you would make differently today, knowing what you know now, and being who you are now. What if?