PROVERBS 6:34 Jealousy is an evil spirit! It is an admission of one’s feelings of inadequacy and showing your inability to deal with the truth. Being controlled by a spirit of jealousy will feed inadequacy through displays of anger and resentment toward another. Filled with bitterness and frustration that every chance you get, you try to hold someone else back and keep them down. In your mind, wrong is right and evil is good. Jealousy cuts you off from God...
behind-those-broken-blue-eyes: I have no one. I have no one who cares, I have no one to talk to. I have no one that’ll try to understand, I have no one to listen. Everyone has left. No one’s there for me. Absolutely no one. I’m so alone. I just need someone to hold me. I just need someone that I can run to on bad days and know they’ll be there with open arms.
If you wanna become someone with an awesome job, you can get there, IF you want it bad enough. If you want to marry a person but you don't want it bad enough, you are going to come up with excises and road blocks to getting there. There is always a way, somehow, somewhere.
Kurt Cobain is one of my favorite musicians. I found nirvana when i was thirteen years old and kurt's music and lyrics helped me survive my horrible teenage years. (but didn't it help us all during those scary years?) The way kurt didn't give a damn and pulled off the homeless look WITH an attitude has been an example to me ever since. I often tried to leave the house dressed up like kurt in my teenage years (but my mom wouldn't let me go out like that!) did it anyway! =D