For any who have come to God from a place of disbelief, you understand what this is like. God held his hand out to me one day and said 'This is enough now. Take my hand and you will see.', and I believed for the first time in my life. In that moment of feeling his love for the first time, it is a total transformation. All of your lies and sins and ways you carried on before are forgotten and replaced with nothing but all consuming love. You don't want to be anything but what will please Him.