Learning to Ignore things is one of the great paths to inner peace. It's also one of the most fascinating path to evil. Just ignore your conscience, just ignore that voice that tells you that what you are doing is wrong.
it's meaningless to say you're meant to be where you end up. It's arbitrarily renaming that 'where you're meant to be'. I don't believe anyone is meant to be anywhere. You are where you are, and end up where you end up.
This is my life at the moment. However, after chaos brings with it a new me; a more aware, wiser, more able me. opportunity raises in the uncertainty chaos create, this is way excitement and adventure of life is born.