I'm going to touch your soul, your senses & your emotions. I'm going to give you all of my energy. I'm going to touch your body in ways that will make you wonder how you have existed without me :). She doesn't understand the connection that I have to her. I understand she needs to be free to explore this uncertain future/past. But I'm not free for my heart and soul remain bound. But I'll live. I'll live a good life. I'll fake a happy life.