Truth is, the best revenge is seeking none at all and investing that energy in your own health and progress, prioritising personal goals you've been neglecting, and working toward creating a passionate, prosperous and fulfilling future of of your own.
Betrayal is brutal. No one deserves what you did and continue to do by twisting that knife around still. Move on, leave me alone. I finally accept my life, those loved ones in it and a good man who knows how to handle a good woman!