Even when I realised I could not trust you, I still could not stop myself from loving you. Even when I realised you didn't deserve me, I still felt like I deserved you, because I had already given so much of me and invested so much time and energy that it just didn't seem fair to have to walk away with nothing.
See I didnt do any of this.. I always built you up and if you fell I always caught you even to the point I let you do whatever and you did and it hurt me but I knew one day itd be me an you so it was worth it.. why, how could you after everything still drop me why wasnt I good enough when you could have finally made your promises to me.. I could give you the world