If you are to be a liar, the most important thing is that one does not lie to themselves. It is of key importance that one does not allow a pattern or habitual lying to occur, particularly lies that one then begins to believe!
So stop. Stop emailing me, stop texting me, stop calling, stop showing up uninvited, stop asking your friends to bug me, stop stop stop. I know my worth, and I am worth a thousand times more than the way you treated me. Go away. I'm done.