If I wasn't proud or passionate or caring about you, I wouldn't be even making an effort to understand. I'll spend the rest of my life trying to understand if I have to. You said you realize now how much you meant to me, and that was something I wish I woulda heard a long time ago. But I get it that it can't be forced upon. You think you don't mean something to me anymore but believe me, you mean more than any friend. I could keep that to myself but you know what, I can't take it sometimes.