home alone. you break down. letting out everyone. crying as hard as you can. you family comes home, and here you go. pretend everything is ok. they don't suspect a thing. they don't suspect their child is broken and falling apart
Someone who means a lot to me hurt my feelings real bad when I told her how I was feeling. "How can you be depressed if you're so happy all the time?" And I just shook my head and said, "you're lucky you don't know the answer to that question.
Everything I say comes out all wrong and I'm not trying to sound like this, I just don't know how I'm supposed to communicate and I'm sorry and I hate myself and I try to change, I really do, but I just keep messing up. This is me