This is me all the time! Attention makes me smile, so I always smile.no one takes me seriously. i cant be serious literally its impossible for me cuz i smile for everything n then peeps think im not serious ugh
It's so uncomfortable. You try so hard to hold in the tears, but you know that the moment you open your mouth to speak it's all going to pour out whether you like it or not. So, you do this awkward, shaky whisper. Or at least that's how it works for me.