Growing up. my past has made me who I am today. Yes, I could have made different choices in life but I did what I did. Both good and bad and I am not who I was. I have moved on, it's all part of growing up.
Once you have shown you can't be trusted, you will never be trusted by me again. Breaking someone`s trust is like crumpling up a perfect piece of paper. You can smooth it over but it`s never going to be the same again.