For a really really long time this was me. Probably, even after I married the guy, I was scared he wouldn't love me back, that I wasn't enough. There was a lot of healing to be done. He stuck by me, with all my crazy. And I am grateful.
sad thing is now that im struggling with it.the people that i was were my closest friends stabbed me in the back and betrayed me.great to know i have no true friends.what a great thing to do to a depressed suicidal girl