I feel like I am waiting, but I am not. I just have no interest elsewhere. I know with my heart that I dont want you at all unless God makes that happen, it is He that I wait upon. My brain gets in the way occassionally, but I know and trust my LORD.
So true! Why do people not understand this! People change everyday because they realize things and become more mature! Not because they are becoming something of a monster! Just deal with it and eventually you will see the same things.
It's hard for me to love myself when my own mother despises me. It's difficult to comprehend how a mother can choose to hurt her offspring rather than love us. This fact makes learning to love myself the hardest thing I've ever done.