I don't chase but do spend too much time caring and staying in touch years when they don't bother to check on me. I never seen that as a flaw. My love for others is stupid. I need to just leave people alone. I'm better off alone anyway and happier.
"Maybe that time is soon and maybe it is millions of years away, but even if we survive the collapse of our sun, we will not survive forever." Hazel is no longer bothered by the idea of death. She doesn't necessarily embrace it, but she is indifferent.