Your first love isn't always the first person you kiss, or first person you date. Your first love is the person you always compare everyone to. The person that you will never truly get over, even when you've convinced yourself you've moved on.
I know that sounds strange, but I fear loving another for just that reason - trust. If the same thing were to happen ever again, I truly don't think I'd be able to come out the other side like I did before. let's just keep it simple, shall we?
And secrets lead to arguments. There is no winning. I don't trust anyone anymore anyway. People lie or they just tell you what you want to hear. My life is simple now. I need simple. Totally agree with this pinner.