The book was dedicated to C.S Lewis' niece, I think, Lucy. The dedication said something like this "I started this book when you were young enough to read fairy tales, but someday you will be old enough to start reading fairy tales again.
I believe in me. I have to because I need to, I need to because I want to survive. I want to survive because I love me, I love me and owe it to my family to be strong. I will conquer what has to be done so I can live a wonderful life that I so deserve.