I'm actually quite happy with this picture, because if you ever have the opportunity to get real close to a killer whale, their skin has this really cool almost elastic-like movement to it, much different from a dolphin's skin I thought. Years ago they used to let you get close to and touch the killer whales, and the first whale I got to touch was Corky. To me her skin felt more like an inner tube than a rubber beach ball.
I feel broken inside and I just can't believe I'll ever feel any differently. I don't know how to heal myself. I try but just when I think I'm getting somewhere, it disappears like sand through my fingers. Will I ever feel whole again? Life has worn me down so much, I just don't know anymore. What keeps me going? I truly don't know Xx ❤❤
"I always kind of felt afraid about the space. I don't really know why, and I also can't explain. Maybe because of my anxiety, the feeling of being in the literal void sounds more creepy. But, even though this feeling, sometimes I think of how much I would like to see it closer. It's so beautiful..."
You seemed sorta suicidal to me. Maybe not, but I felt like I felt your struggle, it wasn't an attempt to "want" you. I wanted you to know someone cared. I don't regret doing that. I've encouraged you multiple times to love her and not take her for granted. If you were just taking advantage of my kindness, well, then you were. That's on you, not on me because I was a friend to you when you needed it.
Elizabeth and James Delia fit-and-flare dress Elizabeth and James Delia dress in Bellini (Orange). Never worn, new with tags. Smoke free home. I'm listing the dress because I bought it online and once I tried it on I felt like it was a little too low cut for the event I was planning to wear it to. If you are familiar with Elizabeth and James sizing it does run true to size for the brand. Elizabeth and James Dresses
I confused the pain you were causing me with love and affection towards you. I just accepted the fact you pushed me away every time someone new came along. Then just went back to the way we wad before as soon as they walked away. I felt like I had to support you because of how you have helped me. But then I realised I gave you back everything you did for me plus a million times more. It became a one way friendship which was slowly pushing me over the edge. Now I've come to the decision that…