I just wanna live with you. Cuz Honestly I dont care if u push me a lot to study, cuz its you. If u tell me go study NOW I will cuz ur saying it and I value ur opinion and wanna obey you all the time. Meanwhile if mom tells me to study I'm like the fuck? U ain't the boss of me and makes me not wanna study qnd completely disobey her. Especialky if she yells or threatens. Its bit easy babe. I feel like I will do better not just as a student but as a person bc a lot more stress will be lifted.