When the chances of a probable beginning were smashed into smithereens time and again...what was there to give up? What not to give up precisely? The search for the chance or the perseverance of believing there was a chance for a beginning?
I'm proud to say I have done so and proudly shared with my LTM to demonstrate that this is how we grow... that bigger we play, the faster we fail, the faster we grow to the next level and get closer to self-actualization.
We all do it, you just need to be more confident, or else it could become a real problem where you're so pessimistic that you are unwilling to try something new because you think there's no point - there is a point, if you believe you can, then you will.